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Podunk

by Pootie

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1.
In 1001, the military of Mahmud of Ghazni Conquered Waihand and Peshawar Enslaving thousands of youth for personal gain In 1204, crusader armies sieged Constatinople Destroying the city, raping women And murdering its people Racism, torture, greed, revenge, rape, sexism, and homophobia Have been committed by all nations, races, classes, and genders The horrors of humans is the history of the world From 1805 to 1908 Under Leopold the II's administration Of the Congo Free State The Congolese were killed, mutated, or sexually abused If their rubber collection quota wasn't reached In the 1970's Idi Amin self-proclaimed ruling Was synonymous with torture and murder And he deported the country's asian descended population Racism, torture, greed, revenge, rape, sexism, and homophobia Have been committed by all nations, races, classes, and genders The horrors of humans is the history of the world In 2017, Zelim Bakaev was captured, Tortured and killed by Chechen authorities During their anti-gay campaign In 2020, nation-wide protests occurred Due to police killings of unarmed Black Americans Causing both protestors and the police To use acts of violence against one another When we fight fire with fire It proves that we are smaller The horrors of humans is the history of the world
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You’re an apathetic, sadistic, lunatic Skull-crushing and dense Your life moves in past-tense You caught me off guard With that mitt of yours On that dismal Ybor day All I wanted was to enjoy the show But apparently I can’t stand in the front row Without a fist, foot, or elbow to the nose So don’t look at me With that fece-christened smirk on your face Crowd killing is deplorable And tonight I’m smashing the state Non-consensual violence at shows is nothing new But your scowl lacks empathy And your tantrums are killing our scene When clubs stop booking our shows Due to lawsuits and violence Then who’s ass will you beat? People on the street? Women and children in the Florida heat? We’ll all have to keep our guard up for people like you Taking all the fun out of the things we love to do You ruin our scene, you ruin our shows I thought that music was the one place I could go
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Bryophyta 04:45
Sometimes it seems like there ain’t anybody out there And the older I get, the less hope there is for me So pilot me to Autumn’s love, lush, breeze The time where lips quiver and moss hangs proudly from trees The warmth of a wooden ladder that’s been worn and had The sceneries in fiction that make me feel so sad Because I can’t imagine Someone wanting to know everything about me From my birthday to my favorite songs Maybe there's someone who would like my songs That would be a first Maybe they’d even be interested in my words But middle class hopes sedate souls As common life goals unitize aspirations So pilot me to Autumn’s love, lush, dares Someone who rivals the short days of frimaire Faded denim, buzzing cicadas, and moonlit lakes A place in nature that fixes all of my mistakes But individuality is as rare as a blood moon And the end of Autumn means that I’ll be gone soon So I’ll wish under this vast black sky For a chance to live before I die
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There once was a rose with a beautiful last name I had a dream about her Since then I haven't been the same Even stones can change I wasn't aware of her before But in my dream, she knocked on my door I hadn't seen a smile in awhile Intrepid and deceptive, guile with style When I awoke from the dream I was puzzled in bed Why did this rose appear in my head? Deep down there was notes in her life That were missing from mine I didn't know that at the time With salt in my eyes, I started to see Awakening a vision I never thought I could be Even as a stem she was on her own Driving down a highway all alone That independent brat with the dyed blonde hair Couldn't take school so she hit the streets of San Francisco Don't worry about falling in love It'll come soon enough She spent some time crying after her first kiss How do I relate my own life to this? I've never lived a day in my life But it's never too late to try I saw that she moved to L.A. when she made it big Learned some tough lessons from a couple of sins Who do you trust when you're loaded and feeling blue? What happened to that rose everyone knew? Aging and hymns are a part of life Abhor criticism to periodic cat nights There's a lesson under humor and she teaches it well You can grow up and still be true to yourself Now that rose has blossomed but her memories remain I wonder if she looks back on those days Of being young and scared that she'd never find love She makes me want to make a change and live it up So I'm going to go out and finally get myself a job Do anything I can to get out of the grasp of my mom I'm down for the count, but always counted out That silly rose taught me what it's all about Thank you, candid friend
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Sand Spur 05:00
It would never last Specs are dazed in the past Rides and drives of a premature cast Pictures, screens, and scars Force of drive in the car Trapped in this glass house for the final time Get out of my head and go back to bed You don't need me, I don't need you It's just dreams Counting all I've never said to you So get out of my head Silenced from experience Counting six years now You'd think I would have found something to say I've settled on dreams Seems I get somewhere in them It can either start Or it can never end Confessions from a sand spur Pricking onto your skin Waiting for signs of notice And it'll always stay the same Because I don't know how to play this game
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Societal constructs have plagued the earth Long before Lemaître’s had a theory About the start of the universe Evolution is an inevitable hassle When your only point is to reproduce Convulsions, contractions, and action Lead to reactions of fatal attraction Save your wit, spit, and counterfeit lies Head to Williamsburg and do it or die Progenitors say there’s only so much time While women are coerced every day To keep a man’s name alive Draconian anti-abortion agendas Thrive off religious propaganda Which promotes a narrative of women Unable to control their own bodies The only sin I see is the inability of autonomy And the lack of care that there are women out there Who were born into cultures with a set-identity It’s time for every country on earth to erase the prerogatives Find a common way to respect women in the world today Sexual jurisprudence runs deep through ruins of time So we must remember that our time is now The judicial system also pawns men and their rights When father's only get granted child custody 18.3% of the time There's a pressure to provide And hide sensitive minds with masculine misadvise In Afghanistan, there's an unsettling noise Police have been known to openly traffic young boys For an old practice known as Bacha Bazi Where young boys dress as girls And dance for men at parties Which is synonymous with abuse and sexual slavery Only in recent years has prosecution Of these crimes been taken somewhat seriously But it's still common as a status of power and occurs daily To constantly be seen as a threat is a sexist concept So I'm sending my heart out To the abused and the wrongly accused It’s time for every country on earth to erase the prerogatives Find a common way to respect men in the world today
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Back when I was a kid, I played baseball at Plumber Field I was never any good, but I learned a lot from those years One season I played was tougher than October’s fall I was on a team with menacing young men And I always felt so small My teammates would cut me down to size Intimidating the living shit out of me with their ice cold eyes I was young as mud and as thin as a rake On a team like that, there was no room for mistakes Sometimes coach would put me at the start of the lineup A place that was previously held by my teammate, Ryder He would exchange words of fear to me while on deck Fueling my nerves like a brigadier roughneck I eventually quit the game when I found punk rock But those emotions were soon brought back When painful news spread throughout my high school My old teammate had chased his girlfriend around with a rifle He attempted to kill her but then shot himself instead I started seeing stickers, flags, and shirts that read his name in a phrase I didn’t understand why he was being remembered With love and high praise He was one of the people who ruined a game I loved He was one of the people that made me want to give up I didn’t understand it then, but now I do I’ve learned from my nerved past and I hope he did too Sometimes people will push you down to stand themselves up Don’t hate them, embrace them, and never give up Fly high, Ryder
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I’m not mommy’s little liberal Or daddy’s proud conservative I was born in New Jersey by act of causation I’ve yet to valet vestibules Or beg to bystanders on city streets But I’ve seen entrepreneurs evangelize diplomacy While shunning people in need Somewhere over the rainbow There’s a beautiful world Where greed and gain are not indoctrinated And people look after one another But I’m having a hard time seeing between the clouds My view is blocked by a podunk town The drug and alcohol industries sell addiction as prescription As a stoned world claims it helps with their conditions The music industry laughs at our underground Until the second money comes around There’s empty homes on the market But people sleeping on the streets As contradicting, gentrifying millennials stick their nose up at me But there’s a subsidiary to the bustle I’m alive and healthy I can choose to think positively I can stand my ground I can refuse to give in to the things That are dragging people down I can see over the rainbow I can see through the clouds I can find a way to help people in my podunk town I can be the change I’ve always wanted to see I have the power to set people free I finally believe in me

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This is my fourth full-length album. It was recorded from 2020 to 2022. I spent a little bit more time on this one. The writing, playing and arrangements are tighter than before. I experimented with "verse-chorus" form because I was really into that kind of writing. It contains some of my more softer and reflective moments, although there's also some rockin' taking place at times. It's a balanced mixture. It expands a bit on the Pootie sound thanks to my poor lap steel playing and the occasional use of banjo. The triple vocal sound is in full effect on this one. It's also the first album I've made that has been professionally mastered, so big thanks to Justin Perkins at Mystery Room Mastering for working with my lo-fi recordings. All in all, I wanted to write an album that would remind me of my hometown if I ever could afford to leave it. Podunk was my answer. Listen to it carefully.

Instruments, vocals, music, lyrics, recording, production, mixes, sequencing, photography and artwork by C.J. McKenna

Mastered by Justin Perkins at Mystery Room Mastering

Track 4 contains a talking sample of Andrea Botez from BotezLive. Track 5 contains an opening sample of my ol' work buddy Daryl and I talking. Track 6 contains talking samples from old family home videos. Big thanks to all!

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released July 5, 2022

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A solo project by C.J. McKenna that started in 2013.

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